Hi~guys

hi, my fellas~how's going you guys?i doubt i will get the answer, well, anyway....do you guys still check your blog and see if someone leave any comments? to be honest, i check it everyday, i think i knew that it's holiday, rare of you will log on, and see if there's any new post. i think it might have already become a habitof mine, like check the mailbox everyday. i saw Amin's last post. in the first few seconds while i was reading his words, i was thinking...what the hell is this? then i figured out what's going on. well, that's original, and funny. wow~christmas is coming...what am i supposed to do during that time? oh, right, how about your lives these days? well-organized? mine? completely messy~and my room is messy either, i just take a photo of my messy room. maybe i will upload it some day. well, this semester ended. nice~ do you have any plan for this Xmas vacation?i don't wanna stay at home always~i want to get some fresh air in the montain and meet some new guys. moreover, have FUN!!yeah...again~a little bit everything, much in nothing~

last blog

This is my last blog in this semester i think. well, maybe not. I am very pleasant to write something in this space. As time goes by, it is the end of semester. There are many memorable things leaving for me. I still remember the first when I entered the classroom; all the faces were strange for me, however, those faces that I cannot forget forever. Especially our teacher Regina and Zalfa. You teach us a widely of knowledge.It is a pity that this semester is only 4 months. If it possible, I wish you would teach us all the class in my faculty (Just imagine). Another wish is hope Forget to mention my classmates. I have never regretted meeting you, because we were discussing together. I still remember your laugher and your voice It seems like we only have the first class (time goes fast). I am so lucky to make friends with you. If we were met one day, it will remind me all the memory of this semester.Without you the days are lonely.Finally, wish you gooooooooooooooooood luck!

exams~

yeah, writing exam has been done..great! em...well, i'm not sure the essay that i wrote, i don;t, never thought we would have this kind of topic. i thought maybe just like midterm, the topic that we had written before. but i think it will be fine, recent quizes or assignments were not bad, so...right, i got a pretty good mark on presentation, i gotta thanks anton, he did a good job that made a great post, which cost him 20bucks, man~almost oneweek living cost. ah~man, i'm so tired~~i played basketball this afternoon, jordan, jethro, and me (well, nick was in another team), we were beaten in the first two hours i think, poor us~after played the basketball, i had to work. oh~work till 12 is really hard you know, not only washed dishes, but also cleaned the dish room~god...and the supervisor gives me four days work that up to 12pm next week. it's really hard~i think i need to talk with him this weekend, i don't think i can handle it. by the way, i saw mahmoud this afternoon in the court, but he wasn't in my team...

a litttle bit everything much in nothing...

once i read nick's blog, he said he want to take his parents here after he immigrate successfully...i just came up the thought that i have....i was like tend to think i will even ask my parents to raise my kids in China, and i don;t want them live here for a looooooonnng time. it's not good for them, because i think they will feel bored here, they will feel lonely here, they will miss their friends in their hometown, and the food...just for what? good condition? i don;t know in canada, what conditions are good, clear sky? less pollution? kind of...but does it worth to give all those stuff? isn't it kind of cruel to them, our parents? i don;t know, maybe at that time there could be nearly half of people in canada is chinese...hehe..let me digress( see, i used what i learnt, ahha) how many international students in our program sort of have a feel to change their citizenship in the future? as for me, i just wanna get the permanent residence, i don;t wanna everytime i go back home i gotta go to the immigtantion office at first or even there's some interview thing, i feel like isn't it a little bit silly? changing citizenship will get some advantage though. to show the loyalty to the british queen? slap me in the public seems easier...well for me. around 2 hours ago one of my father's friend take me to T&T, a chinese supermarket...when we went back, i saw a chinese restaurant, there's are many people in there, i...i just miss my home suddenly...i don;t know...f#$%why? that feeling sucks, after i moved out of my uncle's house, i started to miss my family...man....calm down...i think it's because i saw so many chinese in the restaurant, it's seems like in china, god... stop...
i wanna have a vacation that i can take a rest...christmas is coming...ok. doesn't have any relation to me, except boxing day?? maybe... i can buy some stuff for my parents, like what? no idea...
coldplay's songs are terrific!!!!!!!!!!

on mood

What accnompanies you all your life is not fortune and fame nor youth and appearance, but your mood or the state of mind which controls your life. As man in the modern age, our moods are as ehangable as the cars coming and going on the super-high way. A favor from a neighbour, a kiss of a child, a praise from others are like warm sunshine that makes us comfortable. Bat a rough word from a stranger, a false product bought from the store, or an insulting remark in fun would put you in a bad mood and make your heart sink.A good mood makes one happy, energetic and creative. I was once shut in an elevator for one and a half hours. I had to phone for help. Eventually I was released, it was fun because I was in a happy mood. Otherwise I would have felt miserable.A bad mood is bad enough to cause you to lose self-confidence and leaves you helpless with all your worries and troubles in mind.More often than not, we are in a mixed mood. Sometimes we are happy and high-spirited. Sometimes we are in low spirits. At this time we have to take courage and have a change of mood.A good mood will accompany you on your way to the palace of success, to the chamber of love and to pleasure and barmony in life. With a happy mood, we can live a more substantial life, one that is more interesting and meaningful.So, always remember to keep a happy mood wherever you go or whatever you do.

damn cooking

em...I'm kind of fed up with cooking. not exactly fed up maybe, as you guys know, i moved out from my uncles house, i have to cook by my own. man...it's totally different from cooking at home. i like cooking at home, there's so much fun, and i know i do it for my parents, but now, i just cook for myself, i don't have any passion on it. I'm not sure if it because i don't have enough containers and seasonings right now. hoo~or maybe it's because i need to go to class everyday? ah~damn it! damn it! damn it!! i wish i could live with my friends, so that i could cook for them, it's great when you know whom you are cooking for,right? oh~my... i have to get used to this situation, don't i? well, i have to, what can i do? is there any choice? maybe, technically, only if the god will send a nice girlfriend to me? dear god, I'm becoming crazy~am i ?haaa~~i think i understand why my mum doesn't wanna cook a full meal when i wasn't at home. man~~

sometimes i don't like change

About 50minutes ago, I successfully transferred the cell phone's responsibility from my uncle to me, i should have been happy, because I wanna change it for a long time. however, the fact is that I didn't felt good, I'm not happy, i actually felt unsteady. it's not like just change the user's name, the account number has change, the billing has changed...i hate this, i hate the sense of unstable. at that time, i was kind of upset, sort of regret. I'm thinking, why i felt bad on this? I'm not sure if it related to money, maybe...because money stuff is always makes me nerve racking...

new life is coming~~

Hi, everyone, I am moving tomorrow, yeah...I'm so looking forward it. the landlord is a Chinese, moreover, we came from the same province, isn't it good? and she is really nice, there aren't many rules and actually, her house is not very tidy, so i think i will be easily adapted. i have already packed up, hoo~am i afraid of something?no idea. never lived with other strange adults. i think we could be good friends, living like a true adult. does this sentence make sense? OK, whatever. she has a 10years old daughter by the way. i think young mums are easier to communicate with, because raise little kids need patience, i feel like patience makes people easygoing, like Regina, Zelfa(yeah~~).
brotherhood, it's the new concept of Adidas's' basketball products, i like this idea, team work is the corner-stone of doing almost everything.
i miss my friends in China, Britain, or Australia. i miss you guys~~

a little bit everything, much in nothing

I signed up an account in a web called school-inside, sort of same thing compared with facebook, wow...since several month before, there's always some friend asked me if i had a school-inside account , the answer ofcourse is no, cause i felt that thing was boring, i didn't wanna waste me time on that, well, as my curious, i signed up an account this afternoon, and checked it out after work, you know what, i saw so many ex-classmates there,no matter in high school, junior high or even primary school. it feels so good to see them, it's like flash back, somehow like i saw them on campus again, wow~so moved to see them. i also saw so many schoolmates there, i was thinking... why i hadn't known the nearly 1000 schoolmates before i graduated...
I sent Candace a mail whom works at service stop, cause some problem with my universty entrance results, i didn't put it in a sealed envelop...when iwas typing her the e-mail, i suddenly felt like i dreamt this situation when i was in Beijing. Cause i slightly remembered i had that horrible dream that i left that results at home, and the university were going to delete my file...oh my god~~~
have u guys ever experienced that sometimes u suddenly feels like missing something, someplace, some friends, even some pieces of music...

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What should I write about? I am no idea again....Oh! I can talk about fast food!Since I started to working in a fast food store, I have tried to tell my every friend that do not eat fast food. If you see the whole process of how a burger is made, you probably will hate fast food extremely. Almost everything is made under a quite high temperature, like frying fries, and cooking patties on a very hot grill. The process is very fast. Therefore you can see how unhealthy it is....Besides, employees in my store, they rarely eat what they made...Everyone knows that fast food can cause heart diseases, but people still keep eating it. Some fast foods taste good, but really think abou your health. Are they worth enough to risk yourslef on having health problems in the future?

eminem...rapper...man....father

Here is the lyrics of mockingbird, i love this song, unlike most of the rap, some of eminem's songs shows his love also his appology to his family, i like eminem, cause his songs are different with other raperss. i can feel love in his songs, like this one, i have its video link on the right side of this blog, it's a live, when i watched it at first time, i heard his voice shaking, i was really moved then. like what Helen typed in her blog, everyone has his or her difficulties, so as eminem, although he's a superstar, so what? what could be more imporant than family?

Eminem - Mockingbird

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control
over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown,
it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)

ही तेरे

Well,i have been here for almost 2 months,i have met a great deal of people here.And knew some of them ,most of them are really nice,they are quite mature,especially Lana,she's great,she knows a lot in everything i felt,i like her,i do,i feel that she's like a great sister,she's the one who i admire in this class ,seriously,haha.I think they know what they should do here,that's great,as so,i think we could provide a really competitive environment,which could force us to keep moving,keep strengthen our english handleabily.And i think all of my classmates are ready to make friends with each other,right,guys?awesome...i like that,although there's many students i haven't talked with yet,but i will.To be honest i'm really poor or maybe awkward in communicate with people who i know little about them,i'm changing though.I like making friends,although there's always a hardtime for me to start a friendship... Regina,hi,Regina,(like every morning you came to our class and said hi) you know what am i thinking?i guess it must be so lucky to be your kids,I assume that you must be a great mum,and i think you are good at telling story to your son every night,cause your voice is so soft,it sounds like a piece of music on another level,haha...ok,how many words here?i think that's enough...no way, i'm kidding though,i think these words are a little bit informal,aren't they?Come on~ it's the first time for me to write this much in english and blog on the internet,all i need is encouragement.Clap...

hey,so excited

wow~it's the first time to have an english blog on an english website.HOHOHO