a litttle bit everything much in nothing...

once i read nick's blog, he said he want to take his parents here after he immigrate successfully...i just came up the thought that i have....i was like tend to think i will even ask my parents to raise my kids in China, and i don;t want them live here for a looooooonnng time. it's not good for them, because i think they will feel bored here, they will feel lonely here, they will miss their friends in their hometown, and the food...just for what? good condition? i don;t know in canada, what conditions are good, clear sky? less pollution? kind of...but does it worth to give all those stuff? isn't it kind of cruel to them, our parents? i don;t know, maybe at that time there could be nearly half of people in canada is chinese...hehe..let me digress( see, i used what i learnt, ahha) how many international students in our program sort of have a feel to change their citizenship in the future? as for me, i just wanna get the permanent residence, i don;t wanna everytime i go back home i gotta go to the immigtantion office at first or even there's some interview thing, i feel like isn't it a little bit silly? changing citizenship will get some advantage though. to show the loyalty to the british queen? slap me in the public seems easier...well for me. around 2 hours ago one of my father's friend take me to T&T, a chinese supermarket...when we went back, i saw a chinese restaurant, there's are many people in there, i...i just miss my home suddenly...i don;t know...f#$%why? that feeling sucks, after i moved out of my uncle's house, i started to miss my family...man....calm down...i think it's because i saw so many chinese in the restaurant, it's seems like in china, god... stop...
i wanna have a vacation that i can take a rest...christmas is coming...ok. doesn't have any relation to me, except boxing day?? maybe... i can buy some stuff for my parents, like what? no idea...
coldplay's songs are terrific!!!!!!!!!!

on mood

What accnompanies you all your life is not fortune and fame nor youth and appearance, but your mood or the state of mind which controls your life. As man in the modern age, our moods are as ehangable as the cars coming and going on the super-high way. A favor from a neighbour, a kiss of a child, a praise from others are like warm sunshine that makes us comfortable. Bat a rough word from a stranger, a false product bought from the store, or an insulting remark in fun would put you in a bad mood and make your heart sink.A good mood makes one happy, energetic and creative. I was once shut in an elevator for one and a half hours. I had to phone for help. Eventually I was released, it was fun because I was in a happy mood. Otherwise I would have felt miserable.A bad mood is bad enough to cause you to lose self-confidence and leaves you helpless with all your worries and troubles in mind.More often than not, we are in a mixed mood. Sometimes we are happy and high-spirited. Sometimes we are in low spirits. At this time we have to take courage and have a change of mood.A good mood will accompany you on your way to the palace of success, to the chamber of love and to pleasure and barmony in life. With a happy mood, we can live a more substantial life, one that is more interesting and meaningful.So, always remember to keep a happy mood wherever you go or whatever you do.

damn cooking

em...I'm kind of fed up with cooking. not exactly fed up maybe, as you guys know, i moved out from my uncles house, i have to cook by my own. man...it's totally different from cooking at home. i like cooking at home, there's so much fun, and i know i do it for my parents, but now, i just cook for myself, i don't have any passion on it. I'm not sure if it because i don't have enough containers and seasonings right now. hoo~or maybe it's because i need to go to class everyday? ah~damn it! damn it! damn it!! i wish i could live with my friends, so that i could cook for them, it's great when you know whom you are cooking for,right? oh~my... i have to get used to this situation, don't i? well, i have to, what can i do? is there any choice? maybe, technically, only if the god will send a nice girlfriend to me? dear god, I'm becoming crazy~am i ?haaa~~i think i understand why my mum doesn't wanna cook a full meal when i wasn't at home. man~~

sometimes i don't like change

About 50minutes ago, I successfully transferred the cell phone's responsibility from my uncle to me, i should have been happy, because I wanna change it for a long time. however, the fact is that I didn't felt good, I'm not happy, i actually felt unsteady. it's not like just change the user's name, the account number has change, the billing has changed...i hate this, i hate the sense of unstable. at that time, i was kind of upset, sort of regret. I'm thinking, why i felt bad on this? I'm not sure if it related to money, maybe...because money stuff is always makes me nerve racking...

new life is coming~~

Hi, everyone, I am moving tomorrow, yeah...I'm so looking forward it. the landlord is a Chinese, moreover, we came from the same province, isn't it good? and she is really nice, there aren't many rules and actually, her house is not very tidy, so i think i will be easily adapted. i have already packed up, hoo~am i afraid of something?no idea. never lived with other strange adults. i think we could be good friends, living like a true adult. does this sentence make sense? OK, whatever. she has a 10years old daughter by the way. i think young mums are easier to communicate with, because raise little kids need patience, i feel like patience makes people easygoing, like Regina, Zelfa(yeah~~).
brotherhood, it's the new concept of Adidas's' basketball products, i like this idea, team work is the corner-stone of doing almost everything.
i miss my friends in China, Britain, or Australia. i miss you guys~~