Hi~guys

hi, my fellas~how's going you guys?i doubt i will get the answer, well, anyway....do you guys still check your blog and see if someone leave any comments? to be honest, i check it everyday, i think i knew that it's holiday, rare of you will log on, and see if there's any new post. i think it might have already become a habitof mine, like check the mailbox everyday. i saw Amin's last post. in the first few seconds while i was reading his words, i was thinking...what the hell is this? then i figured out what's going on. well, that's original, and funny. wow~christmas is coming...what am i supposed to do during that time? oh, right, how about your lives these days? well-organized? mine? completely messy~and my room is messy either, i just take a photo of my messy room. maybe i will upload it some day. well, this semester ended. nice~ do you have any plan for this Xmas vacation?i don't wanna stay at home always~i want to get some fresh air in the montain and meet some new guys. moreover, have FUN!!yeah...again~a little bit everything, much in nothing~

last blog

This is my last blog in this semester i think. well, maybe not. I am very pleasant to write something in this space. As time goes by, it is the end of semester. There are many memorable things leaving for me. I still remember the first when I entered the classroom; all the faces were strange for me, however, those faces that I cannot forget forever. Especially our teacher Regina and Zalfa. You teach us a widely of knowledge.It is a pity that this semester is only 4 months. If it possible, I wish you would teach us all the class in my faculty (Just imagine). Another wish is hope Forget to mention my classmates. I have never regretted meeting you, because we were discussing together. I still remember your laugher and your voice It seems like we only have the first class (time goes fast). I am so lucky to make friends with you. If we were met one day, it will remind me all the memory of this semester.Without you the days are lonely.Finally, wish you gooooooooooooooooood luck!

exams~

yeah, writing exam has been done..great! em...well, i'm not sure the essay that i wrote, i don;t, never thought we would have this kind of topic. i thought maybe just like midterm, the topic that we had written before. but i think it will be fine, recent quizes or assignments were not bad, so...right, i got a pretty good mark on presentation, i gotta thanks anton, he did a good job that made a great post, which cost him 20bucks, man~almost oneweek living cost. ah~man, i'm so tired~~i played basketball this afternoon, jordan, jethro, and me (well, nick was in another team), we were beaten in the first two hours i think, poor us~after played the basketball, i had to work. oh~work till 12 is really hard you know, not only washed dishes, but also cleaned the dish room~god...and the supervisor gives me four days work that up to 12pm next week. it's really hard~i think i need to talk with him this weekend, i don't think i can handle it. by the way, i saw mahmoud this afternoon in the court, but he wasn't in my team...

a litttle bit everything much in nothing...

once i read nick's blog, he said he want to take his parents here after he immigrate successfully...i just came up the thought that i have....i was like tend to think i will even ask my parents to raise my kids in China, and i don;t want them live here for a looooooonnng time. it's not good for them, because i think they will feel bored here, they will feel lonely here, they will miss their friends in their hometown, and the food...just for what? good condition? i don;t know in canada, what conditions are good, clear sky? less pollution? kind of...but does it worth to give all those stuff? isn't it kind of cruel to them, our parents? i don;t know, maybe at that time there could be nearly half of people in canada is chinese...hehe..let me digress( see, i used what i learnt, ahha) how many international students in our program sort of have a feel to change their citizenship in the future? as for me, i just wanna get the permanent residence, i don;t wanna everytime i go back home i gotta go to the immigtantion office at first or even there's some interview thing, i feel like isn't it a little bit silly? changing citizenship will get some advantage though. to show the loyalty to the british queen? slap me in the public seems easier...well for me. around 2 hours ago one of my father's friend take me to T&T, a chinese supermarket...when we went back, i saw a chinese restaurant, there's are many people in there, i...i just miss my home suddenly...i don;t know...f#$%why? that feeling sucks, after i moved out of my uncle's house, i started to miss my family...man....calm down...i think it's because i saw so many chinese in the restaurant, it's seems like in china, god... stop...
i wanna have a vacation that i can take a rest...christmas is coming...ok. doesn't have any relation to me, except boxing day?? maybe... i can buy some stuff for my parents, like what? no idea...
coldplay's songs are terrific!!!!!!!!!!

on mood

What accnompanies you all your life is not fortune and fame nor youth and appearance, but your mood or the state of mind which controls your life. As man in the modern age, our moods are as ehangable as the cars coming and going on the super-high way. A favor from a neighbour, a kiss of a child, a praise from others are like warm sunshine that makes us comfortable. Bat a rough word from a stranger, a false product bought from the store, or an insulting remark in fun would put you in a bad mood and make your heart sink.A good mood makes one happy, energetic and creative. I was once shut in an elevator for one and a half hours. I had to phone for help. Eventually I was released, it was fun because I was in a happy mood. Otherwise I would have felt miserable.A bad mood is bad enough to cause you to lose self-confidence and leaves you helpless with all your worries and troubles in mind.More often than not, we are in a mixed mood. Sometimes we are happy and high-spirited. Sometimes we are in low spirits. At this time we have to take courage and have a change of mood.A good mood will accompany you on your way to the palace of success, to the chamber of love and to pleasure and barmony in life. With a happy mood, we can live a more substantial life, one that is more interesting and meaningful.So, always remember to keep a happy mood wherever you go or whatever you do.

damn cooking

em...I'm kind of fed up with cooking. not exactly fed up maybe, as you guys know, i moved out from my uncles house, i have to cook by my own. man...it's totally different from cooking at home. i like cooking at home, there's so much fun, and i know i do it for my parents, but now, i just cook for myself, i don't have any passion on it. I'm not sure if it because i don't have enough containers and seasonings right now. hoo~or maybe it's because i need to go to class everyday? ah~damn it! damn it! damn it!! i wish i could live with my friends, so that i could cook for them, it's great when you know whom you are cooking for,right? oh~my... i have to get used to this situation, don't i? well, i have to, what can i do? is there any choice? maybe, technically, only if the god will send a nice girlfriend to me? dear god, I'm becoming crazy~am i ?haaa~~i think i understand why my mum doesn't wanna cook a full meal when i wasn't at home. man~~

sometimes i don't like change

About 50minutes ago, I successfully transferred the cell phone's responsibility from my uncle to me, i should have been happy, because I wanna change it for a long time. however, the fact is that I didn't felt good, I'm not happy, i actually felt unsteady. it's not like just change the user's name, the account number has change, the billing has changed...i hate this, i hate the sense of unstable. at that time, i was kind of upset, sort of regret. I'm thinking, why i felt bad on this? I'm not sure if it related to money, maybe...because money stuff is always makes me nerve racking...